The Gayed World Of Thomas & Missy: I love you... I truely do... (020205)

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Name : Thomas Hell a.k.a.
           Missy Hannalya
DOB : Dec 4th
HT     : Tampin, NS
CL      : Cyberjaya, Sel
Ocp    : Student
Fld     : IT

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Wednesday, February 02, 2005

I love you... I truely do... (020205)

Your name came into mind day & night...
I see you whenever my eyes are closed...
I smell you when your favorite dish is served...
I feel you while holding the bear you bought me for my birthday...
I feel your lips in tea...
I sense you every where...

Why can't I forget about you for what I am supposed to do and get on with life ?!?!
I know that I can't lie about the truth... because I love you too deep... I just can't forget about you... I Love You...

I couldn't resist thinking of you when life gets by... Your images seemed to flash through me whenever... wherever... It turned even worse when I'm all alone where I can hear your sweet voices and even feel your touch... How come such terrible things happens to me... Why couldn't I just get on with life forgetting you??? It's just simply because I Love You... I Do...

Life have been lonely without you, even after I have met her.
She loves and accept me, which I am too... but still... I missed you and wished that she is you... I still Love You...

After having you not around with me, I am all alone most of the time... eating alone... watching movie alone... sleeping alone... but eventually she came by... asking me for meals and movies... Gradually, I sense her feelings towards me... and I start to feel something towards her... but I know that it's not a strong true love that I have for you... and I accepted her... not because I love her... but to give myself a chance to live... and to thank her for her sacrifice for me... but all the while... you're still within me... since I LOVE YOU still...

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