The Gayed World Of Thomas & Missy: I love you... I truely do... (140105)

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Name : Thomas Hell a.k.a.
           Missy Hannalya
DOB : Dec 4th
HT     : Tampin, NS
CL      : Cyberjaya, Sel
Ocp    : Student
Fld     : IT

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Friday, January 14, 2005

I love you... I truely do... (140105)

I love you... Can you love me? Why am I dare not letting you know what is deep within me???

It started when I have feeling towards someone... I feel that I will be rejected and I dare not let her know... On the same time, I feel that I am not suitable with her... I wanted to love someone deep enough to even sacrifice my things to her... but sadly never is there anyone appreciate me for being who I am... as so, I had chased girls away from life others then those that know who I am... I'm afraid of having it again... again... again...

I'm UGLY!!! She will never love me... (falling on my knees... crying sadly...)

I know myself best... I have dark secrets... I have things that can ruin the future path of many human... That's why I'm ugly... not only from my face features and build up plus my body build up that is weird as my bones are weirdly build... Girls does not simply accept people with many weakness and is problem by so many things... They are not and never will be prepared to love someone they never know that is so ugly... so ugly... so ugly...

I LOVE YOU!!! But what can I do?!?!?! All that is left for me is just looking at you from here... Wishing you happiness from the dept of my heart... coz I still LOVE you...

I was looking at her... she was far upon reaching... too far... too far... as she was with others... others that is interested in her and wish to have her... They are far better then me... as they know her better and she's to them... I can only watch from afar... seeing her happy face smiling while being with them... She is happy without me... but with them... wth them... with them...

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