The Gayed World Of Thomas & Missy: "DOOMS DAY"

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Name : Thomas Hell a.k.a.
           Missy Hannalya
DOB : Dec 4th
HT     : Tampin, NS
CL      : Cyberjaya, Sel
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Monday, January 03, 2005

"DOOMS DAY"

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Something sad happened today. My computer had just died on me. I do not know why or how, but the fact is the fact. It is already dead. So what more is left for me when it is already dead? Isn't it much better to just die with it since life can no longer be moving on without it? How can a human so addicted and adapted in it live on when he does not have it?

I have decided...

I start to announce to people today that my computer is dead and the solution road is only one. No more other choices for me. It is either I have a new computer or I just quit this trimester and work my money out. I will try to convince my parents for money, else I am lending it from my uncle. If either way is not reached, the final resolution is to quit this trimester and get a job that can earn me a living.

My decision are chosen not because I like to work so much. But the truth is I cannot live on this trimester without it. There are so many projects that require it. How can I supposed to go on without it? All my notes and works are needed with it. How can I borrow others' computer while they need it too? Maybe borrowing a day or two won't cost much, but how about a continuation of a week or two? That would be enough for them to hate me for bothering them.

How about going to lab? Don't you think I want? Always there will be classes and the labs are only open till 6pm. My classes are till 7pm. If I stay all day in MMU just to move around labs, what do I use to save my files? I'll need to buy a lousy thumb drive. And life will be even tired then usual. I won't be having any distraction from being stressed out... I won't be able to get my drinks while working...

I am so tired of life that went all wrong all of a sudden for days and I feel like I just want to really get away from life and go some where else that have not a single human being. Splendid Isolation...

DOOMS DAY ARE HERE!!!

Looking at the days to come without a computer of mine... Is it worth living for? Isn't it more worth to just die for?

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Thomas Heavenly thinks...: I've finally been able to talk to my parents yesterday and it is approved easily...

I will make it the most minimum and most efficent machine...; Tuesday, January 04, 2005 7:29:00 pm